• We’re nearly two weeks into January and it already feels too late to wish everyone a happy 2026. Would that the news could be less awful, but here we are… That’s not an excuse for me to give in to my more despondent instincts, however. I have goals for this coming year, and I intend to strive for them.

    I won’t say it’s a “new me” for the new year because there are a lot of decades of ingrained habits that can’t be overcome that quickly. My therapist and I have tried. BUT! That doesn’t mean I can’t become an improved version of myself over the next cycle of the seasons.

    The first goal is to do more reading. I know it seems silly to hear an author admit to not doing as much reading as they’d like, but I truly have fallen out of the habit like I used to do it. That’s something I aim to remedy moving forward.

    That includes various fiction works, whether they’ve been paused for a while or not. It’s not like my to-read list ever gets any shorter, so I might as well start trying to chip away at it. But it also includes some writing craft books, non-fiction (particularly related to mythology), and some anti-fascism and anti-tyranny non-fiction, just because I’m apparently not allowed to keep myself in a good mood. I’ll try to remember to let you all know how it goes.

    Another goal of mine is to be more consistent about writing, and that starts with my drafting practices. I’m very guilty of trying to make a perfect first draft, which is always a fool’s errand. So, my resolution is to be more willing to put out crap if it means just having something written down. It can be polished later, but I can’t refine a nonexistent draft of a story about a woman with amnesia who finds herself thrust into a conflict against a cult worshipping a newly appeared demon whose presence stirs her memories unless I put something—anything—down on paper (you know, figuratively).

    Another goal of mine for the upcoming year is to shop a short story to publishers. I mean really, properly, earnestly try to sell this story. It’s not one that’s available on the site. My understanding from trying this sort of thing before is that publishers aren’t interested in works that have been published online previously.

    Admittedly, everything I hear about the publishing world intimidates me. I’m not an outwardly ambitious person, so the effort required to play the game is something that still feels beyond me. I guess this coming year will teach me just how much chutzpah I can summon when needed.

    With that established, there are a couple of small projects I’m working on at the moment and which I do plan to make available here. The first is a horror short about sailors who venture too far into the waters of frost giant territory, only to find that something else terrifying also lives there. The other is a contemporary short story about a man who lives on borrowed time thanks to a deal with Death and knows that the end is coming soon. The hope was to have the fantasy short (Wretched Us, All In Rime) ready for this month’s post, but alas, it’s not quite there. I do have a finished first draft, though, so that’s something to be proud of, by my standards, at least.

    That’s it for now. Stay safe out there and help one another out. We’re only getting out of this madness if we all look out for each other. Fear and despair are powerful weapons, but remember that those who employ those weapons are also governed by the same. They only want to make us afraid of each other because they’re afraid of us. See you next month!

    – Marc

  • Naissance

    Greetings! This is the beginning of my author platform, where I plan to post various short works of fiction and, perhaps someday, shill an actual published novel. Wouldn’t that be something?

    By way of introduction, my name is Marc Rivers and I live in the Portland, Oregon area in the United States. I primarily like to write fantasy fiction, the bulk of which is set in my own world of Estéa. It’s so far tended to be in the vein of heroic adventure fantasy, but I like to try weird and dark fantasy themes sometimes, too.

    My hope for this site is to be a place where I can not only put some of my work out into the world, but also keep myself accountable to keep writing when life tries to get in the way. This is a hobby of mine I’ve been doing since I was a young lad, and like many authors, I have a dream of one day being able to walk into a bookstore and seeing my own work available for sale on the shelf. I don’t need to be the next George R. R. Martin or Brandon Sanderson; I just want to know that the work I put in amounted to something people appreciated. (That said, if there are any coked-out TV or movie producers out there that want to pay me a million dollars to adapt any of my work, I am very available for that conversation.)

    Outside of working full-time and writing, I like to spend a lot of time with my wife, our two cats (Fafnir and Cindy Clawford), and our dog (Trixie). We watch TV or movies, play board games or TTRPGs, or find places to take relaxing walks and hikes. In my own time, you can probably find me watching sports (especially rooting for my Louisville Cardinals and a variety of pro teams across multiple leagues) or playing video games. I also have at least a passing interest in (read: have sunk money into) woodworking, painting miniatures for D&D, and developing drawing skills. Making time for reading is always on the list of things to do and one of these days I’ll get better about it.

    I’m perpetually working on my first novel, titled Songs of the Eyldrmen, a story about a proud people brought low by tyrannical and nigh-unkillable dragons, until one young man discovers their secret vulnerability and has to undertake a journey to find more weapons with the same special metal or else find a way to make more of them. Along the way, he comes to realize that the heroes in his people’s songs did not have it easy and that ascending to such a stature isn’t such an enviable pursuit after all.

    Thanks for reading! We’ll talk again soon.

    -Marc